Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Salut Pak Sali

Pak Sali umur lima dua
Bersara navy kerja swasta
Rambut kelabu misai putih
Senyum tawa sini sana

Anak sulung dah bernikah
Yang kecil baru tadika
Beban tanggungan masih berat
Namun Pak Sali bersahaja

Dia telah bongkar rahsia
Penenang segala masalah
Terima telan yang mendatang
Seteruk mana lambat laun hilang

Memang harta tak cecah juta
Kerna itu bukan cita-citanya
Hanya mahu tinggalkan sedikit jejak
Mungkin udah anak-anak bertapak

Salut aku sama Pak Sali
Berjaya kemudi hidup sebegini
Tak goyah hal keduniaan
Orang kecil semangat kental

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Hardworking man said....

“I never dwell on the past. I get up everyday and think how I can make something better than the last thing I did.”

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

bulan sabit berwarna kuning

Siapa yang menukar mento bulan semalam ke warna kuning?

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Friday, June 01, 2012

sekali lagi

#QuitNow! Since 28 Mei 2012:

3 days smoke free,

62 cigarettes down,

RM31.0 and 06:12:00 saved!

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Tuesday, May 22, 2012

debat orang orang kuat...

Wei....Hangpa ni dok bayag balik ka hutang masa hangpa belajaq dulu....ohh maaf hangpa ni golongan elitis dan bangsawan...hangpa kan semua terkecuali.....kalau ada pon mana ada orang berani hambat hangpa...

Wei.....orang kuat hutang lebat pon takpa...

Wei. ..hangpa ini tekan orang kecik dan halus je... hangpa ni betoi betoi takdak teloq. ..

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Monday, May 21, 2012

seikhlas sejujur segunung harapan

Seharusnya apabila diuji sehebat dan segenting ini, maka haruslah semakin akrab dengan Pencipta

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Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Nikmat - Pak A Samad Said

Segala yang dihasrat tapi tak didapat adalah nikmat yang paling padat. Benih Harapan 1973

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Road to Recovery Part II

Alhamdulillah..... The pain is almost gone Now I could turn left and right with less hindrance I could sleep well The therapy session is now reduced Seeing the doc again in 4 days time...,, Syukur

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Jiwa kena kuat

Bagaimana......pandai pandai lu la

Saturday, April 14, 2012

perihal hati

Kita hanya mampu menyakiti orang terdekat dengan kita

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Friday, April 13, 2012

penyentuh hati

Si dara teruna nangis....secara langsung.....perlamaran ala barat

Kalau macam ini lah perkara yang diangkat bangsaku.....memang betul takkan melayu hilang di dunia

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Tuesday, April 10, 2012

siapa yang tak peduli sebenarnya

Bila sekaya-kaya manusia tetiba memperjuangkan nasib semiskin-miskin manusia.....

Aku mulai musykil......apa pulak yang hendak dikaut mereka kali ini?

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Friday, April 06, 2012

Everything is Possible

I was making a very good progress in term of recovery until one and a half hour ago. BEfore it was just a small sharp pain near the right throat area when turning right. Now, the sharp pain is attacking on the left side from the neck, shoulder to the left hand. Hope things do not get worse than and as long as I can make it home today driving on Friday's traffic, I am thankful. Anything and everything is possible whether you like it or not, it is beyond your or my control.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012


Penulisan mencerminkan keperibadian

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

jantan tulen

Berjaya sembunyikan segala keperitaan demi satu kecintaan yang engkau sendiri pun tidak mengerti

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Salahkah Takdir.....?

Sesungguhnya bila ditimpa kecelakaan
mungkin engkau tersedar
dan mungkin jua kau kan terus tenggelam dan hanyut dalam kekufuran

55-13: Maka nikmat Rab (Tuhan) kamu yang manakah yang kamu berdua (jin dan manusia) dustakan?
Surah 55, Surah al-Rahman (Yang Maha Pemurah)

Why Me ....

you are a sinner
you are a complainer
you are a runner
you are a loser
you are a liar
you are a nothing
....and a sinner

Sand In My Head

Had the 4th visit with the doc and 9th theraphy session yesterday. Things have improved, the pain has now moved to the right side of the neck. The numbness has gone, that is good as I do not have to do the neck traction anymore. The theraphy has been reduced to once a week and the doc's visit is in a month's time. The drugs prescribed were still the same with the pain killer's dosage is reduced. The stock will last for 3 weeks. So there will be a week with no drug. Insya-Allah I will be fine.

Rain oh Rain
Would you come
and wash away
all my pain
on my every moves

Wind oh Wind
Would you blow
with all the might
all the agony
on my every turns

All I want
All I need
is to be free
to be clear
from the sand in my head

Though I am
and limited
the loves of you
has no boundaries

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Road of Recovery

A good friend of mine was telling me...i'm on the road of recovery. I just agreed although there were so many other thoughts running through my brain as the the therapist was preparing the traction machine to pull my neck.

Looking back 13 days ago, I was told that I had a slipped disc between C5/C6 and C6/C7, The MRI scan proved that although I have no idea as film looked the same to me black and white. Why cant we have the image in color so it would be clear to a not medical educated person likes me. Anyway, I trust the doctor. All I need is to start breaking away from the denial zone. All the symptoms are there numbness, pain on both the hands and legs, pain radiated from the back of neck radiating to both shoulders, restricted head movement especially to the right, difficult to sleep as no position seems to be the right one.

So the doc prescribed me drugs to relax the muscle and eased the pain and was asked to go for phsysiotherapy which would help to strenghten the muscle. The theraphy is daily where tehy put hot towel, pad me to the machine for 20 minutes whch could actually lifted your arms by itself. THen another 12 minutes of neck traction which means it literally pull your neck with some load hoefully the disc can move back to the original position and That makes me realized how powerful our nerves are and with the right amount of electrons it could help you to move your arms , legs etc. That was the routine for 7 days doing therapy for 1 hour and resting at home

On the second visit, I was upbeat as the pain has reduced significantly and I could turn to the right with no pain. The only complaints to the doc was I could not sleep and the numbness and pain is unberable. THe pain and numbness and the pain will take sometimes to go off. As long as the pain on the neck and shoulder has subdued then it is fine. So the doc reduced the dosage of the same drug and gave some sleeping pills and the therapy is on as usual.

3rd visit, the pain came back. The doc was surprised, with therapy and medication after 10 days it should have been improving greatly. He was pondering for a good 2 minutes and then asked if I am stressed out or not. Normal stress I told him, work, life, family and the loss of 25% of the manhood that takes somtimes for me to comprehend. Then he was lecturing about stress. He said not to worry, worry only on small things, bigger things let God takes care of it. Hahaha, point noted doc. He prescribed me stronger drug both for day and night and could make you stone. I said good then I could go on the other side and be in touch with my subconcious mind. I am on day 2 on the new drugs, and I think it has gone from bad to worse. The pain around the neck and shoulder is getting worse. THe sleeping pill did not help. The mind is so bogged down with so many things.

THe message from this, there are so many signals that I have ignored and I am paying the price now. If I were to seriously consider this problem a year and a half ago, most likely I will not be in this kind of pain but it is useless to look back those time that has past. What matters is now not even future.

For you, try to decipher the signals that are radiated everyday and be clever enough to act based on the signal. God sends signals in many ways and you will learn. Signals is to help you in search of love, life, happiness, health, wealth. I will try my best to help you out so you dont repeat the mistakes that I did. Trust me, I have made many mistakes and continue to make mistakes in my road to recovery.

Friday, March 02, 2012

Khamis Malam

Si warak mula melucah

Monday, February 20, 2012

Hebat itu....

menerima takdir sejujurnya
menunggu doa yang belum makbul
melihat kisah dulu tanpa penyesalan
ikhlas tinggal di setinggan dia antara dua banglo


Kadang kadang terjumpa benda atau perkara yang tak dicari dalam pencarian

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Aku Masih Waras

Untuk mengekalkan kewarasan dalam dunia yang serba-serbi materialis, maka perlulah hati diajar bersungguh sungguh untuk tidak peduli tentang cerita-cerita kemewahan kebendaan.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Apa pilihan yang kita ada

Mereka memilih emas atau permata
Dia terpilih untuk memilih lapar atau dahaga